日子

过得不错，很充实，
一样的糊涂，一样的自我，
喜欢这样的自己，喜欢自在的感觉，
喜欢没有他的日子，
喜欢有你的日子，
他，她，他，她，
好多好多人围绕在我身边，
我感觉到欢笑的力量，
我感觉到被捧在手心上的感觉，
我感觉到真诚的温暖，
很享受现在拥有的一切，
我很幸福。
最近的日子，身边换了一群人，
其实并不是喜新厌旧，
相处久了自然有磨擦，
但有些人配合得来彼此的步伐，
而有些人失败了，疏远了彼此。
不是每件事情都能如意，
不是每个人能达到满分，
没有要求什么，也不敢奢求。

即使不再一起吃晚餐，
即使相处的时间便少了，
我们依然是朋友，
我珍惜，我拥有。

即使我们不再畅谈心事，
即使不在篮球场看星空，
我依然在乎，
因为我们是朋友。

即使我身边有了新朋友，
即使我和他们相处的时间多，
我们的友情不应该被影响。

接下来靠近大考了，
会越来越忙碌，
慢慢的已经接近终点，
就快要离开这里了，
有一些期待，有一些不舍，
但是我知道，
前方的路是我追求的，
不会再为任何人放弃我所想要的。
曾经在这个地方愚蠢过，
庆幸的是醒的早，
所以还有追梦的权利。

F.R.I.D.A.Y

I love friday,
no pressure, but i nvr ve pressure;
no class, but i juz play in class;
no test, but test nvr affect my life;
no what???
i think is no need to wakup in d early morning only,
hahax... i juz knw i love to sleep so much..
this week everything went quite good and smooth,
bought my purfume, both a lot clothesss,
im so happy,
but i spend a lot...
is ok la, if money can use to buy happy,
den is worth!!!
i gt quite high mark in my bio test,
so glad, wish tht every1 can passed smoothly...
but i gt low marks in math...
y i din feel sad,
mayb no more high target,
so i din feel hard..
juz passed, den i gonna leave UTAR soon..
this weekend i gt a lot plan:

1. wash my clothes
2. pay rental
3. clean my room
4. drama sketch
5. do all tutorial
6. dl slide

there are 6 planss, but i feel i may juz can do 50 percent..
xP..my life, i cn live in my own way..
so should b all right...

Shopaholic

I think im a shopaholic,
spend so much this few days,
buy this and tht,
is ok, this make me happy..

Yesterday nite dinner wif khey,
he is a "宅男",
online chat non-stop,
but very quite in reality..
If he say sth, is either enn, oo, ah,
or he wanna feat back...xP
after dinner i should go home do my outline,
but..... jh n me went to "shopping",
we still ve member card...
we try few clothesssss,
and book the one we want...
so when home, is late,
my outline postponed to 2moro morn...
wakup early in the morn, skip one class,
sit at living room wif my sweety,
done my outline, speech and slide one hour before presentation.
My title is colour in martini glass,
so the things i need to bring for presentation is really.............
luckily gt jh and edan,
they help me a lot,
so appreciate...
we drink the cocktail after presentation..
enjoy that moment so much,
finally my presentation is past tense dy...
we left 2 bottles of cocktail wanna celebrate at home,
but we "beh tahan" dy,
drink in math lectural...
ju xian drunk, wow....
so funny, his face was red,
so "sexy"...
buy 2 more clothes when we bac,
shop at MIXS,
haiz...
even kampar oso can shopping,
what gonna happen to me if i go kl???
Im wondering..
is ok, next year i gonna know that answer...
thx my beloved,
do understand me,
sorry for no time for u nearby..sq

midnite..

actually i din sleep for 2 days i think,
rush back kampar from my hometown,
yesterday juz sleep for about 2 hours,
coz i lazy,
keep my luggage at last min,
thts 4 o'clock morn..
next day,
after shopping at jusco,
went bac hostel wif my booty,
wee...xP
so glad 2 ve new shoessss...
plan 2 clean up my stuff and sleep earlier,
get a call from my friend,
quite worry of him,
change a cloth and hang out wif him,
but my hp is out of credit...
when i pass by my housemate's house,
i went in n borrow his,
meet someone out of expect,
whatever, juz assume he is a passerby,
im more worry bout my friend...
more worry bout the ppl tht really concern bout me,
more worry to some one tht really worth,
so glad when i found out,
i din even 1 2 turn bac to have a look on him,
walk to the direction of my friend....
BRAVIA!!
i know this since long ago,
same feeling again n again,
dear owez feel coz i care,
but i juz feel proud of myself...
i can really accept the truth,
and take it as a joke,
he nvr make me down,
but make me getting better in another way...
i do thx him a lot,
dear, he make me know to appreciate u more n more..
and i juz home,
my head very heavy now, sleep soon,
zzz.............

before i leave

i forget how long we din meet up,
suddenly quite miss my secondary life,
miss the day having tuition,
always late in class,
miss the day at skol,
making breakfast 4 my babe,
eating in the class,
ponteng wif my friends,
quite bad, but awesome...xP
meet some of my friends 2day,
we do contact, but din met up around 10 months sth,
quite miss them,
especially tht fatty,
he is more smart and thin now...
i do moody 2day,
but when night reach,
all the unhappy gone,
mayb i should go 4 psycho,
anyway, thx 4 being patient 2 me,
i knw i shouldnt treat u so cool...

choice

finally home...ya, i solve my homesick,
but another problem heading...
my VIP, joey, teddy n louis...
dad ask me to decide,
choose one of them,
its such a hard decision,
i love them so much,
even they r one my burden,
but im happy wif tht,
enjoy every moment wif them..
maid gonna bac, dad n mum bz 4 business,
sister n bro bz 4 exam,
nobody ve time 4 them...
what cn i do, so helpless...
i dun 1 2 choose, but i ve to,
so sad, i choose 2 gve louis 2 my cousin,
n ask dad 2 keep teddy n joey..
so unfair to she, but i cn do nth,
i have to choose..
she is d youngest, she is d healthiest,
so is more easy 2 get a good owner 4 she..
sitting beside she, i feel so sorry..
although im home, its a sad day...
i gonna miss she very much,
i knw this ll become one of my regret..
she isnt the best in the world,
but she is one of the best thing i met in my life..
i do love she, so much, so deep...

Tomorrow

again and again, i owez tell myself tommorow
i shall start study, clean my thing,
and a lot...
but i owez end up with a thought,
tommorow....
too many thing that i want to do at once,
so i cant make it tomorrow anymore...
slept 4 whole afternoon after skol,
i wanna done all my stuff before go home tomorrow,
i wanna done my tutorial question,
i wanna done my report,
i wanna done my notes,
i wanna done my slide,
i wanna clean my room,
i wanna clear all the stuff shown...
so fb, leave me alone,
i wont sleep before i done all this...xP
although i feel sleepy now,
juz ve dinner with jh,
so enjoy our life in house...
cook, eat, chat and sleep,
sometime go jogging at midnite,
no worry, no quarrel,
my best housemate...

i luv thermo..

i feel i should't do so,
but i have to,
i lie myself i love thermo,
actually i feel i love cake more,
so many cake surrounded me now,
wow...temptation...
is ok, i still remember my diet plan,
i want "34, 24, 36", S-shape,
hahax...
so i will stop eating,
i am studying now,
i wanna score,
i wanna leave UTAR,
yippy!!!

1st day of my week

this week got ecs test n thermodynamic test,
but the lazy virus in my genes function,
so i din study well..
feel i will fail in ecs for this test,
but is ok,
coz i gonna work hard dy...
today i have only a bio lectural,
but jh n me rush for 2 ecs class and a mechanic lecture,
we do enjoy our friend presentation,
although tied, is worth..
my first day of this week,
i break my diet plan,
do eat a lot for dinner,
coz i went to ipoh..wohoo..
in conclusion, my 1st day of my week,
i feel im full wif power,
so i gonna use all the energy..
rock my week...xPP

BZ for NTH, sunday...

i have a good plan for my sunday actually,
i plan to study my thermodynamics,
i plan to clean my room,
i plan to go for jogging,
but, at last i do nothing..
feel like addicted to my laptop,
sitting in front of it,
i feel don't want to leave it,
watch movie,
watch facebook,
watch blog,
the time flowing like water,
now is 12.56,
my sunday past..
i do clean my room,
arrange my clothes into my cupboard,
but a surge of feel make me torture everything,
i take out all,
and put it on me one by one,
now they are in the basket again...
monday, i have an exam,
but i haven study,
is ok i think,
i will study now,
tomoro i will do as my plan,
no more kidding,
MISS Ah Q...

今天的第一件事

绿色的窗帘再也无法抵挡午后强烈的阳光，
刺眼的阳光把我来回现实，
疲倦的感觉似乎没有了，睡意淡淡，
在起床和换个方向继续睡做个选择，
下午一点十一分，早安，
我决定起床。
床前的电脑播着抒情的情歌，迎接我的星期天，
想起昨天的一切，整理思绪，
看见朋友为感情困惑，
原来爱情的力量可以把一个人捧上天，
也可以让人在下一瞬间到地狱，
我不也尝试过，夹杂在天堂和地狱间，
庆幸现在我站在地球一个小小的角落，
不知道天堂有多么甜蜜，也不懂地狱的痛苦。
偶尔听听你们的倾述，才知道那里发生了什么事。

其实感情的事情可以很简单，不像这个世界总是存在灰色地带，
让自己的爱情变成是和不是，不要贪心，
当我们得到了什么，一定会失去什么，
离开了爱情的束缚，我得到单身的自由，
那你呢？你要的是什么？
你想要他的爱情，又想要更多的时间，
那最终只会失去一切。
五年的经历，厚得可以叠成一本书，
你对我的认识，却比张纸还薄，
如果仍然要在争吵中度过，
如果要为无关紧要的事落泪，
那离开我吧，不要让爱情变成妥协。

抱歉，总是用强硬的态度面对你，
但那是我希望你到达的境界，
我的野蛮和任性源自你惯性的宠爱，
不要怪我，自责吧。。<3

THE THIRD

突然有再开部落格的冲动，想写下每一个瞬间，
不是有情人，有个人陪在身边，日子才会值得纪念，
其实反而现在，一个人，生活更美好，
所以决定再开部落格，记录每一个值得的瞬间
这次为自己写部落。
我的周末，起床，梳洗，然后去图书馆，
这个早上我不寂寞，有小澄，淑慧和维伦，
做了一些功课，早上就这么过去了。
今天世泉说起了他，才想到他真的不在我的世界了，
过去不值得留恋的，我已经忘记去想念。
回到家，静下来，沉淀自己，
原来分手已经是一个月多的事情了，
回首来时走过的每一步，我才发现
走出那个世界的我拥有友情，
走出那个世界的我看见阳光，
走出那个世界的我变得单纯，
走出那个世界的我学会成长，
走出那个世界的我看清事实，
走出那个世界的我开始呼吸，
走出那个世界的我感受被爱，
走出那个世界后获得的太多。
在那段过去，我学会了很多，
不怨恨，不遗憾，
反而庆幸，他给的领悟，
也不后悔，上了一堂课。

结束后，我并不是一个人，
很感激那些陪在我身边的人，
你们的陪伴和支持像把力量，把我扶起来。
感谢那些爱我的人，让我知道除了那种爱，
这个世界上好有很多爱。
从中学习，这是现在的我，
第三个部落格，我另一个转接点，
一个人，生命更有火花，
没有人会因为失去谁而活不下去。