when we being together

my beloved jia hui back for two days...
im damn happy,
kampar is a amazing place when she is here,
some more damien is here too,
really awesome...xP
quite a long time we didn't jog around the lake,
walk around the taman,
chat at the bus stop,
cook n eat together with a big gang....
i miss every moment we have so so much...

just something sad happened in front of us,
when we were on the way home from dinner with senior,
a car knock on a motorcycle,
we stopped down and try to help them..
i didn't wear my lenses that night,
i can't see everything clearly,
im not dare to walk near,
i feel so sorry bout that,
i just can stand at the roadside and call ambulance,
luckily my senior is so brave,
he went there and tried to help the couple..
may everything is just a nightmare,
wish that couple is all right...
luckily jia hui is beside me,
admit that i am a tiger with a mouse brave..

we capture a lot of pictures this few days,
because it is a beautiful memory for us..
count down for final,
count down for the day we leave kampar,
count down for the day we hang out again..

when we being together,
we talk non-stop,
chit-chat about everything in life..
when we being together,
there are only laugh and happiness,
no sadness in our dictionary...
i love the way edan talk,
i love the way jia hui smile,
i love the way damien sing,
i love every moment we being together...
jia hui leave again,
and we gonna meet up soon,
damien leave tommorow,
he will be my senior at PJ very soon too...XP
edan and i leave soon,
we move towards them...

middle part

days are passing like the flowing water,
half of the semester already passed,
semester, we come from different place,
get to know each others,
help, play, chat, quarrel...
we do enjoy our life,
own a lot of sweet memories..
semester 2, we face a lot of trouble.
some friendship test,
some love failure,
some result pressure,
and so on...
we success in some part,
failed in some part,
and we came to the last...
semester 3, this is not my last semester,
but i ll leave here too...
change a place,
have a whole new life..
tried to catch down every moment,
record every happy scene..
i heard the voice of the door is opening,
the door that i will step out from kampar..


nearby i did sth wrong,
feel so sorry to them,
im quite pressure,
i ll try to contact them more recent,
not to make them worry...
daddy, mummy,
i miz u all so much...

final spirit

is around 4:30 now...
not evening, bt is early in the morning,
book company for a day,
i wish tht i ll addicted to it,
make myself fall in love to it,
as deep as possible...
organic chemistry be my hubby,
thermodynamics be my beloved,
mathematics be my boyfriend,
then maths 2 be my lover..
wootz!! my life is full wif love,
i wish so very much...
went to starbuck today,
coffee make me relax,
feel so good to sit at starbuck,
rushed for a day,
it make me feel my time ve slow down..
i like cream so much,
but it do make me fat,
promise myself,
no more milk, no more mcd..
seriously....
end of a day,
2moro is the last preparetion for my exam,
i wanna study until the max i can..
MAINTAIN MY FINAL SPIRIT,
TRY MY BEST..

FRIDAY again

i told myself to blogging everyday,
record every moment i ve,
but life is too bz n too pack,
i really ve no free time to note down everything in my life...
nearby i found i owez gt bully,
edan owez hit my forehead,
ivan tried to crack my hand,
wawa owez perli me,
shui shui owez laugh at me,
n they owez say i dunno angry 1 la....
haiz....is ok la, 
i oso wish tht i juz knw to happy....


i gt a bet wif ivan,
if i gt full mark for any test,
he ll belanja me starbuck,
same as him...
i gonna work very hard,
i wanna make him pokai...
hahahax...gonna start study again..


today i went to cell group,
so long i din join them,
miss them very much,
miss the feeling they gve me,
is so warm n so good,
tried to join them more recent,
i wish i can..
wohooo!!


LIST OF MY DAY:
1. wash clothes
2. clean my room
3. facial
4. clear note
5. do all reports
6. study chemistry till chapter 3
7. done phy tutorial till chapter 5


i ll done all of above before i sleep,
so i need to close my lappy now...
whats a bz day...xP

love letter

sing for more than 3 hours...
thought of a lot of thing frm the lirics,
no matter what happen at past,
i dun wish to mention anymore,
like a story,
chapter by chapter,
moving forward, so i dun wanna turn bac,
i dun wan to bring along any sadness to future,
i dun wanna hate anyone tht ve been appear in my history,
whoever, even juz a second,
they r one of the passerby in my life...
sth happen to my old friend,
send my condolence to him,
but i knw tht cant reduce his pain..
life is so precious,
we own n lose in a split second,
so i appreciate everything ve been belong to me,
every happiness tht everyone ve been brought to me,
even is a simple joke..
appreciate what u all did to me,
even for the one tht hurt me the most..
i choose to forget all the unhappy,
no sadness, no tears, no hatred...
but when i heard what he did,
i do angry for a short time,
however, nth is perfect..
he had been my lover,
a guy tht i choose to been wif him,
we ve been laugh n smile together,
we owned a lot of sweet memories,
so is vice versa..
i ll nt say im the right one for everything,
but i paid all my love,
been serious n dare to sacrifice everything for him,
admit tht im a stupid in love...
no matter what he wanna say today,
im alright with tht,
if push all the responsible to me,
step on me to increase ur level
can help u to get she bac,
go ahead, i wish tht u ll success too..xP
n about my friend,
u dun need to say their bad words now,
all tht happen so long ago,
if u really wish to talk bout it again,
be brave n say in front of them,
hero ll nvr say others back stabbed others,
even they r rubbish in ur eyes,
but they dare to speak infront of u,
make others respect u...


i ve been love him deeply,
like nth ever ve in my life,
even my family oppose our relationship,
even my friends gve me all negative comment,
i dun care for him,
bcz i love him,
now i would like to thx to him,
thx for set me free...
im more beautiful now,
in every single way,
not by physically,
but from the internally...
no matter what others say,
words can't bring me down..

Christina Aguilera - Beautiful

倒映

在你眼里的我原来是那么的坚强，
我的眼泪对你而言只是场表演，
看着镜子里的倒影，
回想在你眼里的倒映，
相比之下，
廉价的玻璃比你的双眼雪亮。
你不配让我流泪，
就当那是场戏，
那我会对得起自己，
也给你一个理由背叛。

mcd

1st mcd in kampar, i went ther,

enjoy the moment at mcd,

waiting 12.10...

meet a lot of friends ther, 

feel like a grand opening...

i love tht environment,

luckily ther gt seat for us,

capture a lot of picture...

this gonna b one of the most memorable moment in sem 3,

wish to enjoy this moment wif jia hui so much,

is ok, she gonna join us soon,

her study week is around the corner...

my diet plan failed again,

for mcd...

i failed to b the 1st customer,

but i had b the 1st ppl tht gt hurt at mcd,

my hand was cut by the corner of tomato box...

so pain,

so pity,

fine.....

wanted

there are a lot of secret inside the room,

when no one ther,

we start to think,

bout what we want n what we ve...

i wanna graduate as soon as possible,

wif good result,

n bright future,

tht what i want,

what i ve to do now is try my best...

i wanna enjoy my life,

shopping whenever i 1,

own the ability to gt everything i wish,

tht what i want,

what i ve to do now is study hard....

i wanna spend more time wif my family,

talk n chat wif them,

i dun like to be far from them,

tht what i want,

what i ve to do now is arrange my time well...

i wanna ve a right guy,

what i 1 is so simple,

i juz need him to love me,

no need to b a rich guy,

no need to b a talented guy,

juz a simple love,

tht what i want,

but i can do nth....

love is nt like sth others,

no balance between what u gve n what u gt...

mayb i should continue enjoy my single life,

work hard to gt what i want,  

except love...

bout love,

i juz can say,

去他妈的爱情！

the left

2 weeks for my semester 3 past,

left 12 weeks more only...

veron n alvin leave this time,

they choose the other way towards the future,

wish them all the best,

after a long rest,

they gonna begin another journey...

while i still continue my way at UTAR,

i dunno what gonna happen in future,

bt this time i ll try my best,

no regret in future,

if i still cant make it,

then i ll choose another path...

friday, i wanna take a long rest,

library 2moro,

what is the fruit i gonna get...

a long chat wif him yesterday,

i wanna b honest to him,

i dun 1 to b a liar in love,

i really wish him all the best,

the best guy tht i ve every met,

sad tht we r nt suit,

but i ll wish him all the best for everything,

he worth to gt a better one...

while about my weight,

is not so good to record at here,

but i success to cut down 300 GRAM!!'

i feel so funny, 

this week my aim is 1 kg,

i wanna cut down 1 kg in a week...

no milk, no meat, no coffee, no fruits,

no sweet, no any sauce, no food cook wif oil,

juz vege, n some simple drinks..

GYM!!!
i can make it.....
b4 i left kampar i wanna cut sown 10kg frm my ori weight!!