the 100th, end of this chapter

31 DEC 2010, my 100th post,

the day my sem 3 end,

the day my kampar life end,

i should be happy,

but i really feel hard for everything..

to all my friend, i really feel hard to leave u guys,

im glad that i choose foundation in science january intake,

cause i met u all here,

all of u spark my life...

first day i stay at kampar,

tears kept rolling after my parents leave,

im just a girl,

i wish to be with my parents all the time..

life doesn't allow me to do so,

i went to kampar,

start my foundation journey..

i met a lot of friend here,

my first hang ten blue gang,

T4 group: nigel, jh, sze yee, weng yan, chong wei,

jason woo, ivan soon, baby....

our first time bbq with long gor,

4 flowers lay on basketball field to chat,

our first presentation is abortion...

our mechanics are shit,

we always study in group,

go to school by cycling in group,

i miss to prepare breakfast for u guys..

ah woo always help me in report,

chong wei always teach me in mechanic,

nigel always scold me didnt study,

weng yan always share her love story with me,

sze yee always reject to come out n skype at home,

while about jia hui is so long.........

our most pretty flower in group,

always surrounded by beessssssss,

been stalk cause of she,

i just company she la,

so is she is been stalk n im beside she...

that is my sem 1..

coming to sem 2,

i met a lot of problem,

thx to everyone around me,

thx to edan for chat and comfort me at starbuck,

thx to shui shui for being my ear,

thx to wawa for his wordless joke,

thx to sze yee for company me,
thx to weng yan for her caring,

thx to alvin for his samaritan,

thx to veronica for cheer me up...

just dun want to thx to jh,

cause she leave me...

but she is always my bestie,

same to all of them..

i love to sing k with edan,

i love to tell jh everything in my heart,

i love to talk to shuhui about my life,

i love to let sze yee bully me...

i still can remember first time we go bash party,

not interesting but i like to hang out with them,

i love to cook for everyone..

i learn to be a better girl,

appreciate everything i had,

thx for being with me when i need,

that is sem 2..

lastly, sem 3..

everyone seem to be more pressure,

but we are more and more close to each others,

lepak around kampar,

chit chat all the time...

celebrate each others birthday,

and work hard for exam together..

i like to revise with them,

we are never alone...

i still remember the taste of porridge tht shuhui cook for me,

the thing we play when sze yee study with me,

whatever wawa did to my elephant,

the way ivan soon perli me,

and edan chang love to put his hp at xxx when drive..

finally we reach the last part,

misunderstanding was solve,

everything seem to be perfect,

but we have to leave,

and go in different direction.

we are sad but we can do nothing,

when the time passing,

we are moving forward,

everything will change,

but our friendship is still the same,

life in kampar is so memorable,

everything is so precious to me..

i love january intake,

i like everyone in my class,

im nt close to some of them,

but i will remember everyone there..

flowers...

edan and me

T4

HANG TEN

winter solstice

oh my..........i make a lot of tang yuen...

and i didn't sleep more than a day now...

damn tired, my mind is empty this moment,

but im happy, i done a big task...

i make tang yuen to more than 30 peoples..

Proud of myself and my teammate, 

lets welcome ch'ng sze yee and tan siok hui!!

Besides, my helper edan chang and dave chet,

they prepare soup for us..

we did more than 2000 tang yuen,

and in 7 colours...

wow....that really amazing,

although i feel we are quite ridiculous,

we enjoy everything we did today...

we are tired, but everything is worth,

feel quite sorry to waste their time,

wish that they do really enjoy everything today,

i get the warmness from them,

a lot a lot...

my family at kampar,

appreciate every moment they we can chit chat,

sing and laugh like nonsense...

and i fall in love to edan chang and dave chet's ABC soup,

i making a hard decision,

who should i marry to...

WOOTZ..

sister

my only sister, 
a special one in my life,
a quiet character in my family..
i am sad after a long chat with she,
what she told me make me feel i do owe she a lot,
"daddy always put u at the first place,
mummy always put brother at the first place,
sometime i am thinking,
why no body love me like u all,
i am going to cry when thought of this,
do they know they make feel so sad.."
even i try my best to give she all the best is also not enough,
she need the attention from parents,
even some caring words is enough for she to happy,
but i could do nothing for she..
i try to talk to my parents,
i do understand they already give all the best to us,
but the best is not equally distribute,
she is the unlucky one...
as a sister i can do nothing for her,
so helpless..

home again

wohoo...home again soon, 

so glad that i am going home tommorow,

quite a long time i didn't went home,

i miss my home so much,

miss my daddy and mummy so much,

i am so happy that i can celebrate daddy's birthday with him,

i am so excited that i am going to see my belovedssss again,

teddy, joey and louis,

mummy coming home soon...

i want to on diet,

but i think is hard to on diet when i go home..

princess is home,

they will give me all the best,

one of that is FOOD,

oh my......

whats a big temptation,

postponed my diet plan,

HAIZ...

apologize

i know they are worrying me,
i know they are missing me,
i know i always make them in trouble,
i know i shouldn't be so selfish,
i know they will not scold me,
i know they always put me at the first place,
i know they love me very much,
the last time for this kind of trouble,
im sorry,
i will not make you all worry anymore..

weekday trip

i almost forget about the final exam,

forget about everything and get crazy,

i love my weekday so so much..

a nice weekends at penang,

that is a food trip,

our first aim is food and the second is beach...

ARGHXXX... we are crazy for that,

we need more time to be there,

we haven't taste all the food in our list,

and about the beach,

i love the feeling of step on the sand with my naked feet,

love every moment we being together,

that's awesome...

a night at tune's hotel,

a funny night,

toilet without lock,

12 hours air-conditioner service need extra charge,

but it mentioned that it have a five-star bed,

i think i should agree with that,

because it enough for four of us to sleep..

hahax..

nice lunch at the ship,

sad that i don't know to enjoy beef,

mutton is still ok for me only,

my beloved is still chicken chop and fish and chip,

don't laugh at me,

that is my taste..=)

a deal with hard rock hotel,

next time i am going to stay overnight there,

reserved for the ground floor room,

i need to learn swimming before i went there again,

i need to on diet and i am going to wear bikini on top..

we spend our friday and saturday at penang,

and immersed ourselves in hot spring on sunday,

hot spring at night really make me feel relax,

i am so enjoy,

feel peace with that,

my holiday is end,

i am going to sleep, recharge myself,

tommorow i am going to begin my exam preparation..

end of my mid-term

welcome to december, wohoo!!
my mid-term finally end..
i damn enjoy the feeling now,
so free without test's pressure,
i need to relax myself for a short time,
rearrange my sem3 note,
then i need to start my exam subject revision..
i am so glad when i found that my math got good coursework mark,
i am going to fly up to sky cause of that small matter,
at least i prove to myself,
i can get anything i want...<3<3<3
final's exam schedule was out,
i am quite worry bout that,
need to put more effort this time..



i cleaned my room today,
and i cooked a lot of green bean soup,
send it to my friends and my housemate,
share all my happiness with them,
then i found that my happy really been doubled..
i love that feeling,
love the world with peace..
i am glad that people around me are so kind,
i am the lucky one,
i do learn a lot from them..

human should be friendly to each other,
should be helpful when others need,
should care each others feeling,
then the world will be lovely..
wohoo!!