break?

i feel quite funny when you ask me is it i want you to break with she,
are you kidding with me?
no, everything already happend,
then we just follow the script as you wish,
you have a new girl and i found my new guy,
lasting or not is not important,
i just need someone to love,
someone to take care of my heart,
its already broken now,
so whoever is alright for me,
cause it won't get hurt anymore...
continue my bitchy life,
i am not the girl you know,
you can just ignore me for your new girl,
don't make me wait for your msg or call,
we are nobody for each others now...
don't you tell me how deep is your love after you leave,
what respond should i pay you?
i should say thanks ya, or i am glad to hear that,
so confuse.....

kinda damn tired with this fucking life,
darling no more tears,
i should smile even is fake one,
when we meet up again,
you may not recognize who am i..
i shouldn't hate you,
but honestly i am...
i should congratz you,
sorry for late...

so now life is going on,
what i am waiting for...
i want to change a cupboard of new clothes,
shop like a shopaholic,
buy some new fragrance,
surround with noise and crazy...