build up

Today i had my electromagnetism,

when i am fighting against it yesterday,

i get a call from my daddy,

he told me he is attending my cousin wedding ceremony.

I am quite shocked about that,

i thought she will never get married.

I am sad that i couldn't attend,

that is one of my wish since im a kid,

i had promised to be her bridesmaid,

i thought i can hold the DV and help she to record the process,

i thought i can be there with her....

she colour my childhood,

she company me for every birthday when i am a kid,

came from JB to Perlis just to wish me..

she appear in more than half of my childhood's picture,

she is one of the people that build me up..

they help me when i fall down,

they taught me to be proud of myself,

they tell me i am the precious one,

they say nobody is worth to make me cry,

because they are always with me..

their unlimited love,

is the best part in my life..

she is so kind,

she deserved to get happy and peaceful life,

i do wish that she can have a whole new life,

like what she had been told me..