birthday

finally i heard his call..
talk to him and try to comfort him,
wish that he can recover very soon..
then start another party,
am i quite over,
ya, i think so..
but my friend's birthday today,
i dun wanna spoilt others' day,
change a clothes then went out..


same group of people,
a group of children,
the birthday boy, alvin,
wif edan, desmond, whity, veron and me...
left someone ther,
my sweety, jia hui..
she is owez in our heart wat..
we went to ipoh buy a cake for him,
chocolate indulgence,
wish that he ll like it,
we guess so coz he like chocolate very much...
went to the lake around 12,
sing for him and chit chat around,
now we r home,
around 3 oledy..
but i still haven feel tired,
maybe after step in the room,
i need to think a lot of problem..


no matter we cry o smile,
time will never stop for anyone,
if we cant change any fact,
y dun we face everything wif a smile...
no tears didn't mean tht i dun care,
but i choose another way to face everything,
im not believe fate,
but sometimes i have to and we must...
im not a weak girl,
everyday should b happy like birthday,
i dun wanna make people that care me to worry,
wish that same to everyone..


suddenly remind my birthday,
18th's birthday should b one of the most memorable day,
but i begin and end that day with tears..
so regret now,
this year i didnt make any wish,
i dun even ve time to  make any wish i think..
laugh on myself again..
the best present is my parents wishes,
followed by his late present, godiva chocolate,
a husky soft toys from my lovely friend,
and baskin robin wif my senior,
there still another special present,
a lesson from my ex-boyfriend, mr jerk...


thx daddy n mummy,
u r a candle,
bright my path in the darkness,
no matter what happen,
u all make me feel safe,
the most important people in my life time...
no more happy birthday,
but happy everyday to everyone..