miss home..

sem 2 gonna end,
few weeks to go only..
suddenly miss home so much..
1st day i reached kampar and gonna start my life here,
feel quite nervous and hesitate,
at the same time im quite excited...
january, when the secondary graduate still enjoy their holiday,
i move to a strange town, kampar..
I brought along a lot of thing,
around 4 luggage and a lot bag of thing,
my shoes, my clothes, my dear dear,
my pillow and so on...
parents help me to check in to hostel,
clean my room,
set up everything..
night has reached,
finally we face the moment to parting,
i feel so helpless,
i dunno how to adapt my life without them,
i haven been to live alone..
when they r on car,
i dun ve the brave to say goodbye to them,
i dun wanna cry in front of them,
dun wanna make them worry..
i juz stand behind the door,
tears keep rolling down,
i wipe it again n again,
den i run back to my room..
alone, i come from my hometown,
i miss my home everyday at the begining,
miss the day play wif my puppies,
miss the day chat wif my parents like friend,
miss the day daddy cook for me,
miss the day mummy dance in front of me,
miss the day sister talk non-stop around me,
miss the day brother make me angry...
miss everything so much...
but day by day, i begin to put down,
sometime i even forget to phone them,
im such a bad gurl,
bz for my thing n enjoy my life...
finally, when i went through so many things,
problem in friendship,
problem in study,
problem in finance,
problem in loveship,
i found tht they nvr leave me,
i miss them so much..
n i ll nvr juz miss them when i need,
but is every moment,
they r in my heart,
so i nvr alone..
juz chat wif daddy,
my "dai lou",
he is my backbone,
thx for hold me up...