complicated

i dunno can i still say i miss u..
but i did, n i text u,
feel tht i gt a bit over..
after class sitting in the pc lab,
i read ur blog..
i still can rmb every moments between us vividly,
im the one tht wish tht u ll nvr gt hurt,
but im the one tht hurt u too..
feel so sorry,
again n again i leave u behind...
if u really wish,
i ll dissapear from ur world,
bring along the pain i gve u...
i thought this is the best way for us,
we know tht we ve no future,
i dun wan to waste ur time,
so i set u free..
what can i do for u?
i dunno..
guess i should stay away from u..
by the way,
really thx a lot,
u r the best guy i ve ever met,
coz of some reason we break up,
but i appreciate every moment we own..
wish u ll happy owez
n all the best to u..

webcam wif an old friend yesterday,
i know he is worried bout me,
really thx a lot,
im fine, wish tht same to him..
dunno what happen to him,
he look like not in good situation,
but he din wish to tell me the reason...
i guess is study matter,
however,
dun give urself too big pressure..
u r a good guy,
god ll bless u,
everything ll b all right..
my friend...

before sleep chat wif jia hui,
she tell me a lot of jokes,
thx for tht,
but seriously,
im nt a kid anymore,
impossible to believe tht..
however im glad tht u try to make me happy,
it juz a dream,
n i do awake,
ther r tears n happy inside,
look at the mirror,
i ll laugh to myself,
n tell myself
girl, not to think too much..

everything become so complicated,
is time to withdraw myself from everything..