valentine

im owez wondering how i wanna pass my valentine,
i knw valentine since im standard 6,
too young to ve a bf,
so is ok for me to have no valentine..
then i met him when form 1,
my puppy love,
he make me feel tht im his world,
he make a lot of things for me,
so many surprise,
my first bear on my table when birthday morning,
my first roses from him while valentine,
he give me all the best as he can...
i really feel touch,
but mayb im too young for tht,
he give me too much,
until i cant differentiate is that love or touch?
however we break up,
coz of some matter,
he ve been hurt me,
but he do changed for me,
anything n everything,
he juz ll say yes i do for any request...


after we break up,
i met a guy,
i feel i love him,
he say he did too,
but everything juz a lie..
my love is killing me indirectly,
until i lost myself,
changed everything for a guy is really a stupid deed,
i found tht after i awake...
when i look through the diary i wrote for him,
i really gonna slap myself,
how can i so stupid...
unacceptable..
it did happen and passed,
i leave and backed,
back to who i am,
but not who he wish i am...
 i do heard some story,
those excuse for his dirty deed,
i juz can say,
i ve been love a jerk...
we nvr celebrate valentine,
nvr celebrate birthday,
tht is my pleasure..


den i bac to him,
i knw tht we ll ve no future,
but i choose to back to his side,
he make me feel secure,
im so selfish,
i dun wan to hurt him,
but i did,
again n again,
when he ask me y i went bac,
n leave him again n again,
i dunno how to answer..
maybe im juz same like tht jerk,
too selfish n greedy...
sorry tht i leave again,
this ll b the last  time...
today is valentine,
the best and most cruel present i gve u,
i wont hurt u anymore,
leave ur world,
wish u all the best,
n plz take care urself...